A little sadness...to a little sunshine

Do you ever just look back on your life and think "oh that makes sense why that happened"? That is completely what I have been thinking lately. I have always wondered why I needed to go to Snow College (then I quickly found that out because I found my hot husband) then I wondered why the heck I ended up going to BYU of all places I didn't want to go and I have found that one out and now I am thinking about what lies ahead of us in Logan. I am not going to lie I am excited and not at the same time. I have always wanted to live there but I hate change I guess this is the Lord's way of teaching me to get used to it.

One thing that I have thought a lot about were some of my trials in my life and why the heck they came to me. I will admit some of them I asked for but some were completely not my choice. Then I realized that one of the hardest things that I have gone through has helped me help soooo many people and I came out of it so much stronger. I never thought I would see the day but I am there. One other thing that I have come to question is (this is just my theory to help me get through things) that maybe in Heaven God had this grand plan for us of this person who was supposed to teach forgiveness, peace, or unconditional love or whatever it may be and he knew and possibly we knew in Heaven what we would do but we accepted because we knew that somehow, oneday we could help even just one person to get through their trial. It gives me hope to realize that we aren't the only ones and maybe the next time you are mistreated or you make a mistake it might help to think that this isn't just about you and this is your opportunity to be the best you can be and to help others. Anyways aren't we all going through the same test? Why not be there to help someone else.

Book I recommend: The Little Soul and the Sun...From this little child not only does he find out who he is but he shows the whole world who he is..."I am Light!"